ni diario ni J

after so many days traveling in Australia
it's over now
I had lots of fun back there
I met many new friends

it's so great to stay with indigenous
afterall
that belongs to me at the begining
now
the happy time is finished
and I'm still missin the old good time
to be honest
I don't want to go back
I mean
back to the life that I used to live
somehow, I'd changed
I want the original
but is it possible?

actually it reminds me what someone said that
you have to learn to adjust two lifes
otherwise you will live hardly
for me
it's kindda hard
coz now I know that I probably don't suit in this kind of society

I don't know
I'm confused
the jet leg I think

anyway
need more sleep
it's good to come back