ni diario ni J

she said that u wanna reach me
but i don't know....
coz all these years
you are like a ghost
you showed up once and disappeared
and what i have and what she has
all bcoz of you
i was gonna hate u till the end of my life
and i planned no to forgive u

but
i've grown up
i shouldn't be so childish
afterall i don't know u a lot
u only lived in my life for only 5 short years
and i was little
i knew nothing but all the arguments
she said it's up to me
she won't have any comments

and now
i think maybe it's a good chance to know u again
we can be "friend"
then that's all
so we'll talk right?!