ni diario ni J

I've been me for all these years

and now

ther're some opportunities

but I'm not sure whether they are good or not

I really don't know

I know that I'm a person who doesn't like to change

coz I'm already used to be me

my own thinking

my own life style

and I don't care what people say

I just wanna be the same person

but when the opportunity comes

what should I do?!

I'm so scared that everything will be different bcoz of this change

so what can I do?

and what should I do?

can somebody tell me please....