ni diario ni J

 

here it comes

another down cycle

it seems that the last one ended few days ago

and now comes another one

I know what I'm down for

it's just so meaningless things

but I keep thinking about it

well yes 

there are other things that I care about

but this one is just killing me

how can I deal with it?

this is just so complicated

I just like the simple things

and right now

it looks like the simple things well never exist in my life

not in my past, not in the present, and also the future

I hate that

I'm so eager to live in a simple life

with the things I like, and the people I like and everything

why?

why everything I want is so untouchable?

damn

I hate my life