ni diario ni J

I'm so fucking easily irritated at this moment

I'm so suffering from this crap exam

I'm so easy to get nervous

and now, the only thing to calm my nervous is smoking

I have to say that I'm not so addicted to it

it's just that I feel great having one in my fingers

and the ashes coming out just make me feel like that I have nothing to worry about

I'm saying

don't tell me to quit

coz I'll quit when the exam is over

so who ever wants to tell me that

just shut the fuck up

another thing is that I'm a winer

but at the moment, I have no time to get drunk

I'm gonna save it till the result coming out

and that time, I'll drink like a fucking crazy